Monday, November 25, 2013

2013: A Journey Full of Changes

This year has given me a lot of lessons. Some of them harder than the others, but if one thing is true, is that I have learned from EACH one of them. I thought that it was gonna be easier to be back at home, and live the adult and independent life... but it didn't happen that way. Every time, everywhere I was aware of many things that I was not in the past. I saw things differently, and that did not allow me to settle that easily. I knew myself better, and I was not willing to give up my own self because of fear, or just to please others. This time I decided to take decisions and to make changes.
I have been living a journey of a lot of changes. A journey with a lot of quitting and starting over... always pursuing my heart and what God has put on it. However, it has not been easy to take every decision, because every decision has its own consequences. This year has been a year of sacrifices, just to try to figure out what I really want and to pursue it.
At the end, I know that every little decision, every little sacrifice will be worthy, and I will never regret the decisions I have taken today.
Yes, I have had three jobs in one year. Yes, I have had to give up my family sometimes. Yes, I have had to be lonely many times. Yes,  I have felt so tired a lot of times. But, I have hope that things will start to make sense now. I trust that time will bring those new friends I really want and need. I trust that I will grow professionally in the place I have chosen to do so. I hope I will have enough time to enjoy my family. And, I also hope I will have time for rest and time with God.
It is just a matter of patience, faith and intentionality. I'm just excited and looking forward for what life has in store for me.


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